They don't matter anymore. They really don't... So don't worry about me. My last journal entry, my last poem, none of that matters anymore.

Because everything is different now.

I've got to handle all of this on my own and I've got to get through it. By myself. I've got to have myself to rely on. I'll go to school tomorrow. I'll throw myself into this book that I'm writing of my life story all in poetry, I'll go to the new Twilight movie with my friend Shanna on Friday night. I'll walk through the woods and take things day by day. I'll get up when I wake up in the morning instead of staying in bed for as long as possible. its time I stood on my own two feet. And, most importantly, I'll help others with their problems to the best of my ability. Because that what I do. I am the stepping stone to get you to the next place. And after you get there, you need never to look back. Because I'm just a stone. A good, sturdy stone. That will always remember and likes knowing that no one will remember her. Because I've known I've done good, and I'm the only one that needs to know.